i constantly go back and forth between excitement and frustration. sometimes the constraints themselves feel exciting; not being able to do my previous job means i get to try something new! but other times i get down about my ability to find a job that i would be qualified for, since i can't use my main qualifications.
my fiancé and i brainstormed some possibilities tonight, after i cried out some of my fear and frustration. once i had calmed down, it actually felt fun and expansive. it helps to have a partner who understands me so well, and also sees the best in me and can recommend avenues i hadn't thought of before.
if anyone has any ideas or recommendations for me, i'm open to hearing those as well!
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