immediately post-post

i never have more ideas for a blogpost than immediately after hitting "publish." 

even at a daily frequency, the friction just builds right back up and my expansive possibility horizon shrinks a bit, and i struggle to choose what to write about. 

but as soon as i hit publish, it opens right back up like magic. 

maybe because it's easy to tell exactly how i'm feeling right after i hit publish. "expressing exactly how i'm feeling" is one of my favorite ways to post, but sometimes it's hard to wade through it all and decipher something enough to be legible. 

i'm not sure. i'm going to go have some leftover vietnamese food and hang out with my boyfriend now.