my swedish class keeps getting postponed

i was supposed to start a swedish conversation course this week, but it has now been postponed not once, but twice, for lack of sufficient participants. as of now it's supposed to start april 9th, but who knows if it will be delayed once again. 

so today i found an online language tutor instead, and i'll meet with her tomorrow. the prospect is at least ten times scarier than the conversation course—and i was already scared for that one too! at least with the conversation course, i wouldn't be the only student, and could adjust to whatever was happening in the class, rather than being the sole focus. 

i'm not sure why that's so terrifying, especially considering it's probably the best option for what i want anyway—as much improvement as quickly as possible. any time there are other students, the pace of the class naturally is constrained by the average level, rather than being able to cater to any one student in particular. 

i can at least promise to give it one go and see how it is. the tutor seems nice and prefers a conversation-focused, natural method sort of approach, which is also well-suited to my needs.